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Happy, Smiling and Living the Dream

by HOT MASS

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1.
I got a postcard from an old school friend Contemplating life and how it would end You hit thirty and now you're falling apart You said "when I get older will I grow colder?" You stopped living for the weekend Burnt down the office never seen again Tell me, is there a life for which I can cope? Before the grave I wanna feel alive from nine to five It drags me under I wanna throw it over "Ah come on man, we're honestly your friend" Yeah right, we don't need it The world turned but I didn't move You said you saw through it all Through the hippy shit, well I don't believe it
2.
This is temporary, my lung capacity Burning through the night pick me up off the floor Hey, tell me, there's nine times to die I'm an overexposed x-ray With nothing inside, tell no lies Again, yeah I'm walking the line Nothing is gained if nothing's tried But what if I surrender to my mind? I've been smoking, hands shaking Of course I've been drinking Eyes burn in the light Up all night Your fleeting heart, is playing on my mind We're seconding guessing, we could wave it all goodbye Your fleeting heart, is playing on my mind But I'll keep smiling, nothing matters at all this time Nothing's gained if nothing's tried The line between here and hell is fine And if the wolf keeps on walking I'll leave but keep on the light all night
3.
Astroturf 03:52
4.
I’m forcing out a smile in the morning I think you’re gonna win the small talk crown Please excuse my mind on the ceiling It tried to get away from this sinking ship Swim back to the shore and show up at 5 am To read your book on symmetry and smoke Yeah, he’s forcing out a smile No longer wears a crown The future’s sinking and clarity is praying She can make him stay away From this sinking ship Give it away, it’s all the same If I could stop, why stop today? It’s all the same If I could stop, I’d stop today
5.
A literal century tumbled and poured out into the air I sat and watched as the words fell into oblivion Some falling lightly and with grace, others, fast and heavy An identity and personal history becomes buried in the rubble Sentimental but never ready Words now catalogued underground Or pulped and rearranged to make a new story Spoken voices: Extract from “Tomorrow, At Dawn” by Victor Marie Hugo
6.
Hell, Now 05:10
Lead us here, and then watch us fall But you’re no more the centre of it all So you’re asking for redemption What’s left for us now? You burnt the kingdom down Cut the lights, steal the crown Feel the darkness fall All. Hell. All. Now And bite your tongue And taste the blood Tell us who you are Tell us what you saw When you looked in the mirror And all I can think about Are, our bones buried underground With our dreams in the dirt Our future all lost And a world that exists without us We’re a moment, we will fade So tell me we’ll fun With love for everyone Before we’re dead and gone Before we leave, before we disappear
7.
You got lost with nowhere to go You don’t know but your love has gone You’re too slow to act upon And there’s piss in my shoe from the night before And there’s a man in black with his wolves at the door In between these empty bottles and boxes These walls never felt like home A child prodigy dead at 35 and 28 your trust is all gone Curse the dj for playing the same songs Join the crowd with pissing the night away Because we’ve had enough and we’re asking for change And there’s birds in the attic And there’s ghosts in the basement The warm light in between, is where you sit and decide To leave it all behind
8.
Shine On 03:01
I found my perfect smile, I told the perfect joke I work the perfect job, spun the perfect lie To destroy myself I spoke the loudest in the room, I’m the smartest don’t assume I shed the biggest tear, preyed on your biggest fears I’ve got the perfect credit score, a new car that I adore But I’m nothing without my better half Bite sized distorted lies, commit social suicide I’m falling asleep on Elm street, with redrum written on the sheets Go on, prove it You’re acting cool, I don’t get it It’s not just, move it or lose it You’ve just gotta be you I wish you could be happy Collide in time, truth is in decline Everything’s outgrown, cast into unknown Destroy myself, and my perfect smile And my perfect lie Destroy me Shine on
9.
Callous 04:14
Lets describe each other now You’ll be you and I’ll be your Satan Opinions keep on spewing out Did you ever think you’d be what you hate? Cross the line you create And we’re lost in the crowd, and I’m thinking out loud Shout it out. Shout it loud Well, I think this sentiment is invisible Your self-diagnosed shit unforgiveable Take a look at me, I’m not the weasel you seek So good luck with your self-inflicted misery And out on the line the present feels fine I want this to be the last time Hit the ground, lie deep in the weeds A face in the crowd, yeah I’m restless now Silence never felt so sweet
10.
Who's Who 02:14
Tired eyes like an insomniac Disconnect with the way we move And who’s part of who? Is this real empathy or unknown energy I’ll stand and shake my head When the world looks like an oil spill through the eyes of a dragonfly the strawberry fields forever are going on without an end Shake my head Who’s part of who? Give me something real outside my head
11.
Wanna know what you’re thinking of What have you been scheming up Sharp dressed with a business flaw Don’t worry I’ll get the door Living life as a formula, like it when I see you Look out the wall’s ready to fall They’re out, out for us all Need a kick because I’m feeling sick Gimmie gimmie something, make it quick The tick tock of your body clock Cure me, electric shock Head for the boarder, it’s not just me Does anybody else feel like living ain’t easy? So call me if you’re really living the dream Manic disorder, it’s getting louder Dodge the bourgeois with the sleaze and the power So tell me, are we really living the dream? Running. Running. Get out. Get out Running. Running. Lights out. Lights out Running. Running. Running out Maybe I’ll sleep well with the lights out on my doubt
12.
Ungakhali 04:27
Lay before oblivion, time caught up and I forgot how to run So I’m falling to hell These changes come and I don’t feel fine It’s a new year but I always feel like I’ve been here before Now we’re lost in the dark Give us some more misdirection to hide our heavy hearts There’s no one at the wheel, resilience too weak to heal Take my hand, sweetly laugh aloud And how about them lions can you hear them roar Through the dark clouds up over head? They carry you back to your bed Listen to our favourite songs, we could dance all night to the cowboy song Get high to crimson and clover, over and over, roll me over I’m walking over. Yeah, roll me over again I’m morning a life that I never had Slipped on the ice. The days we never had Let the waves wash the goosebumps from our skin And wipe the tears from our eyes, from how it used to have been I didn’t mean to go and fall apart, I didn’t mean to go and break your heart Sick of speaking in tongues and now I can’t go back Spilt my mind open, I’ll be the boy in black These roads are unknown now that we are not the same Please don’t leave me here, I might not be coming back Now that we are not the same

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released October 14, 2022

Recorded by Tim Hamill at Sonic One Studio, South Wales
Mix and Matered by Bob Cooper at The Chairworks Studio, Leeds

Released by Brassneck Records (UK), This Charming Man (EUR), Black Numbers (US)

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HOT MASS Swansea, UK

Hailing from Swansea, UK, Hot Mass take their eclectic taste in music and throw it all into the melting pot to create some melodic, grunge fuelled, indie popping, jaw dropping, punk bangers awash with defiant upbeat lyricism.

They released their debut record ‘Nervous Tensions’ in 2016, a record filled to the brim with raw energy and young ideas.

They are now back with their sophmore full length
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